How do u want to live?

Hmm.. just for info.. i felt better right after the previous post when i got the msg i've been waiting for..

Just stalked like realli realli old friend's friendster and stuff..
Damn cool.. its like partying.. alcohol alcohol... more alcohol..
but yeah.. somehow.. i'll like that lifestyle.. but i'm kinda at my last straw with the karma thingy.
my body cant take the damage after so much alcohol.. scary food and yeah.. bubble mix and stuff... so now.. i'm doing myself a favour by living healthy.

Have u ever had that feeling that u're crashing? ur mind like go blank.. ur body feels week.. and everything seems like its a blur... maybe thats dehydration talking.. or that i'm realli sick even though i go everywhere still..

But yeah.. i hope i get well.. if not it will be just more suffering and more screwing up my life.. and yeah.. i know its not exactly fun.. but yeah.. i need to take care of myself.. if not.. theres not much a future for me if i die early.. i need the time to reach my goal.. my dream..

Sucky life without alcohol.
But i'll survive