Somehow.. from the time since i realli started thinking about stuff..
i always thought that the members of the opposite sex drives my universe.. the beautiful creatures.. and yeah.. got some great motivaters that i've known.. some help me lose weight.. others made me try to become a nicer person.(to me i'm not there yet)
But yeah.. interesting.. either i am realli growing up or that i'm nuts once again, i believe i can kinda live without thinking bout girls and prospective girls arnd me. yeah.. i know.. it gets kinda depressing.. and boring for me.. but yeah.. to face it. i have 1 year left in sch. after thats army. a whole 2 years.. no girl would want to face that with me. seriously.. theres alot of problems that will tag along.. but yeah.. i think i shall take the easier route and stay single.
Easy for me to say.. but yeah.. i just hope i can withstand the boredom.. just get the occasional highs off the cute girls in tll.. arnd sch.. and maybe join in the ex gls in looking at little freshies in the camp.. not my cup of tea.. but looking wont hurt.
anywaes.. guess i'll just spend more time with my friends.. maybe read again. or just.. stone.. and hope nothing nice happens to me cause i'll be like.. shit.. super wrong timing.. hahaha..
guess thats all i have in my head now.. the absence of a female figure.. sigh.. guess i'll have to eat more chocolates...
Sunday, March 18, 2007
Sunday, March 11, 2007
Something new..
Hmm.. for those close friends who wanna know whats going on in my life.. its mainly attachment.. and some fun after work.. some = not 5 days a week.. but yeah.. i don hate life.
Actually like the way it is now.. got my results.. got a scare so bad that i might consider aiming for NUS. and yeah.. got to know a few new pep from the other stage.. in tll and not.. and yeah. think their quite cool also.. unique in the own way and i kinda figured out that aloy is not alone on this planet.. is it me or is it that bright shirts just haunt me.
anywaes.. following my philosophical way of life.. i believe that work cannot dominate life.. but studies can.. but i'm not studying.. so i'm in for some fun after work.. and other from TLL. Lunch dates are welcome but mine kinda irregular but can be talked out.. hahaha.. anywaes.. can meet me after work and stuff.. just pop me a msg.. be glad to spend money with pals. =)
For those who are having a rough time. drop me a msg. i'll try my best shot at being funny and cheer you up. it might not work but at least i can say i tried rite? and no one can blame me for that rite? hahha for my pals.. take care and remember i'll be there when u need someone to punch, scream at or just a shoulder to cry on. Dandruff free.. don worry..
Feeling happy and inspired.
Actually like the way it is now.. got my results.. got a scare so bad that i might consider aiming for NUS. and yeah.. got to know a few new pep from the other stage.. in tll and not.. and yeah. think their quite cool also.. unique in the own way and i kinda figured out that aloy is not alone on this planet.. is it me or is it that bright shirts just haunt me.
anywaes.. following my philosophical way of life.. i believe that work cannot dominate life.. but studies can.. but i'm not studying.. so i'm in for some fun after work.. and other from TLL. Lunch dates are welcome but mine kinda irregular but can be talked out.. hahaha.. anywaes.. can meet me after work and stuff.. just pop me a msg.. be glad to spend money with pals. =)
For those who are having a rough time. drop me a msg. i'll try my best shot at being funny and cheer you up. it might not work but at least i can say i tried rite? and no one can blame me for that rite? hahha for my pals.. take care and remember i'll be there when u need someone to punch, scream at or just a shoulder to cry on. Dandruff free.. don worry..
Feeling happy and inspired.
Cool song.. Cool vid?
I know the vid has been out for sometime..
but yeah
i like this song even though i don get it..
but a collab between fallout and HTF.. its weird.. hahaha
but yeah
i like this song even though i don get it..
but a collab between fallout and HTF.. its weird.. hahaha
Saturday, March 10, 2007
Justification
Sometimes.. i just wonder whether my choices in life will lead me to an alternative end.
Or is it that all my choices already has a predetermined future.
I have my own way of living. Anything is fine to me.. because deep down its still my choice.. even if i'm forced to do something.. its still my choice to comply.
The whole atittude and persona thing is the same too. I believe that i should try not to be something for someone liking. But i still do that. Maybe just for some attention or that pretense that i could be something that they would like. But maybe its just ME to be able to change and become someone you'll like and stuff.
But yeah. my true colours show with fatigue. that i can be sure of. But yeah.. i guess.. a little change cant hurt anyone.. and not showing the real me might be a bane.. but yeah.. maybe its just for some false hope that can get us by? okay.. i know i'm finding excuses.. but yeah.. maybe its true.. we wont realli know..
Its like.. i like to dress comfortably.. when i want to dress down for like work and leisure, when i want to dress up for special occasions.. that kinda stuff.. i kinda dread the whole wear nice clothing for every single day just for people to look at my wonderful dress sense. but the fact is that it weighs me down sometimes.. and when i'm stressed out.. i just need change.
pun intended.
dress casual and whatever i like. But change for a smile on their faces. thats my philosophy.
Or is it that all my choices already has a predetermined future.
I have my own way of living. Anything is fine to me.. because deep down its still my choice.. even if i'm forced to do something.. its still my choice to comply.
The whole atittude and persona thing is the same too. I believe that i should try not to be something for someone liking. But i still do that. Maybe just for some attention or that pretense that i could be something that they would like. But maybe its just ME to be able to change and become someone you'll like and stuff.
But yeah. my true colours show with fatigue. that i can be sure of. But yeah.. i guess.. a little change cant hurt anyone.. and not showing the real me might be a bane.. but yeah.. maybe its just for some false hope that can get us by? okay.. i know i'm finding excuses.. but yeah.. maybe its true.. we wont realli know..
Its like.. i like to dress comfortably.. when i want to dress down for like work and leisure, when i want to dress up for special occasions.. that kinda stuff.. i kinda dread the whole wear nice clothing for every single day just for people to look at my wonderful dress sense. but the fact is that it weighs me down sometimes.. and when i'm stressed out.. i just need change.
pun intended.
dress casual and whatever i like. But change for a smile on their faces. thats my philosophy.
Wednesday, March 07, 2007
back?
hello everyone who has been stalking my blog.
if blogger can work then u guys can have my random entries to see how my life is.. not screwd up.. but funny and stuff.
TLL rocks. Its a resort for foreign researchers and i'm right below that and i'm not at microbe level yet. ROCKS.
Made new lunch buddies. My new crush the coffee machine is so hot and i learn to do DNA plate extraction today.
BLah blah blah
Kinda bored. That warm fuzzy infatuated feeling is kinda gone. and i'm down with the flu-ish kinda feeling.
Gets kinda sad when i cant find pep to msg cause either they are smuggling camera phone in a high tech secrecy firm or like they are overseas.. maybe i just have too few friends. Need a new crush. or have to learn to live without one.
Life so dull without infatuation and crushes all over the place.. so sad.. gues have to come to terms with my boring life and yeah.. all the scientific stuff of histone methylation and acetylation. Hope i do better in TLL. and hope my 3.5 comes to me soon. it will seal my fate and determine whether i can get a hot yet geeky girl in Uni. =)
optimism rocks, but the flu always talks.
if blogger can work then u guys can have my random entries to see how my life is.. not screwd up.. but funny and stuff.
TLL rocks. Its a resort for foreign researchers and i'm right below that and i'm not at microbe level yet. ROCKS.
Made new lunch buddies. My new crush the coffee machine is so hot and i learn to do DNA plate extraction today.
BLah blah blah
Kinda bored. That warm fuzzy infatuated feeling is kinda gone. and i'm down with the flu-ish kinda feeling.
Gets kinda sad when i cant find pep to msg cause either they are smuggling camera phone in a high tech secrecy firm or like they are overseas.. maybe i just have too few friends. Need a new crush. or have to learn to live without one.
Life so dull without infatuation and crushes all over the place.. so sad.. gues have to come to terms with my boring life and yeah.. all the scientific stuff of histone methylation and acetylation. Hope i do better in TLL. and hope my 3.5 comes to me soon. it will seal my fate and determine whether i can get a hot yet geeky girl in Uni. =)
optimism rocks, but the flu always talks.
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