Justification

Sometimes.. i just wonder whether my choices in life will lead me to an alternative end.
Or is it that all my choices already has a predetermined future.

I have my own way of living. Anything is fine to me.. because deep down its still my choice.. even if i'm forced to do something.. its still my choice to comply.

The whole atittude and persona thing is the same too. I believe that i should try not to be something for someone liking. But i still do that. Maybe just for some attention or that pretense that i could be something that they would like. But maybe its just ME to be able to change and become someone you'll like and stuff.

But yeah. my true colours show with fatigue. that i can be sure of. But yeah.. i guess.. a little change cant hurt anyone.. and not showing the real me might be a bane.. but yeah.. maybe its just for some false hope that can get us by? okay.. i know i'm finding excuses.. but yeah.. maybe its true.. we wont realli know..

Its like.. i like to dress comfortably.. when i want to dress down for like work and leisure, when i want to dress up for special occasions.. that kinda stuff.. i kinda dread the whole wear nice clothing for every single day just for people to look at my wonderful dress sense. but the fact is that it weighs me down sometimes.. and when i'm stressed out.. i just need change.
pun intended.

dress casual and whatever i like. But change for a smile on their faces. thats my philosophy.