Finally. The spider Pig song

hmm.. the embed thingy has a flaw or something.. so heres the link.. =)
http://www.spikedhumor.com/articles/116312/Simpsons_The_Movie_Spider_Pig.html

White stripes

Hmm watch this




Then watch this..


hahah simpsons rock

Think. What does it take to change habits

Been looking for this vid for a long long time since live earth.

I was luffing throughout the clip..

Think its the comic timing..

or people slapping each other just cranks me up.. hahha.. enjoy =)

Olympics

Cleared my 2 tests this week. Plant's hell. acc is still ok.
Presentation on monday, then acc deadline
Hope i'm free by then
No time for simpsons. how to find time for love?

hahaha.. realli realli wanna watch simpsons.
But don have a reason to part with the computer and not do the reports.
how how? i donno
as usual... doesnt realli matter to me.
Just want to get past all the hurdles..
and reach the end pt of this race.

like 2 more weeks?
sick

What now?

Met a kind soul. Turned in my wallet. realli grateful to that guy..

And this kinda woke me up. Went shopping for stuff and food after getting my atm card replaced.

Exams closing. Deadlines are everywhere.. and i kinda woke up again from my dream..
Feelings fade and i need a reality check. I'm just lonely. It has been more than a year. but i still stay here. not looking for someone.. and yeah.. maybe like nic has said.. i donno what i want.. or who i want..

maybe its when i lose it that i know what i want and what i need.. just someone to tell me its alright.. catch me when i fall.. but not anyone can do that.. and yeah.. maybe its just a want.. but maybe i can grow out of it..

maybe u cant realli fall in love with someone if u're onli obsessed about urself.. and u don change ur perspective.. and yeah.. maybe its not realli anyone's fault if nothing happens rite? hahah

Losing It

Have u ever felt helpless? even if u always knew u were the only one who u can trust to make changes?

Somebody save me. I feel as if i'm losing control.. or did i ever get any control at all?

Captain ball was alright. But it sucks when u are up there, but u donno what u can do to make changes, after so long, u kinda figured that u don have the say and maybe its better that way. But when u see ur team struggling, see them fighting for points, but the only thing u can do is watch. Helpless? i always believed that u should always sweat with ur team. Bleed with them. But for me. I guess i can only do that when i have the chance.

Wallet. Gone. Careless? cant be bothered? i donno. i just know its not here. and i don trust myself to tell me where it is now. I don trust myself. i don trust anyone. so i'll just stay here to wait for help? There might be no one. no one at all. sad isnt it? But thats life.

I know my friends show concern and encouragement... but somethings just cant be helped.. maybe i'm just one of them.

Now

There's no such thing as Now.. don know u know that? the now that i will refer to will always be the past as time moves along. The very "Now-ness" exist onli to my consciousness and cannot be a mark in time.. =)



ok.. after that gibberish bullshit... i kinda settled with something in my life. i cant run from my past. somehow they just pop up and chat with me on MSN. hahah... in fact 2 pep did that.. and i was quite glad. no matter what happens.. or for that matter of fact happened.. they are still ur friends and they still try to talk to u and stuff.



somehow.. i fall for people like anyhow.. do stupid stuff.. but still stay friends.. thats nice. Somehow.. the interlectual sort of girls that i admire.. don admire me.. but still so forgiving.. and yeah.. perfect.. thats why i like them?

hahaha.. but yeah.. maybe i'm just trying too hard again.. getting distracted by every small thing. but i got the motivation and finally completed my 999word essay.. and the bulk of the report.. now its just referencing and abstract conclusion. sucks eh.. have to do it myself.. hahah.. but yeah.. its a chore but have to do that to make it good.

anyway.. for anyone who's reading this.. (that is IF someone is reading).. hope u have a good day and just remember to count ur blessings and remember that things aint that bad after all.. the trouble will be stuck in the "now" and soon be something of the past.. and if its still bad.. maybe i can cheer u up.. =)

Where am i now?

Been Crushed. Knocked out. Back up and now my opponent is in my face. Am i going to win? Or spend eternity staring at each other?

School sucks. I cant find a module to work towards an A. I don feel motivated at all. But i'll still like to get my 3.5. And things in school not going too well as well. Do i have to be in control to do well? and will letting others lead to avoid conflict lead to more conflict when matters screw up?

Health is slightly better. Not sick. Training once a week with alex for NAPFA and he tot me some stuff to do.. work out.. must thank him.. cause no need ever thought me.. and i never knew.

Captain ball training coming soon.. and i guess i wont have time to think. wont have the strength either. Work's piling up and i hope i deliver. Not just to make the assignment deadline but to do a good job.

Okay... lets do it this way. I challange myself to complete all the assignments well. Push my Body to the max and heck the stupid love life distractions. Somethings u can live without. Women is one of them. But without a future is worst than not having someone.
So... Wake up NOW!

hmm tongues..

Chocolate 'better than kissing'

When it comes to tongues, melting chocolate is better than a passionate kiss, scientists have found.

Couples in their 20s had their heart rates and brains monitored whilst they first melted chocolate in their mouths and then kissed.

Chocolate caused a more intense and longer lasting "buzz" than kissing, and doubled volunteers' heart rates.

The research was carried out by Dr David Lewis, formerly of the University of Sussex, and now of the Mind Lab.

Chocolate beats kissing hands down when it comes to providing a long-lasting body and brain buzz Dr David Lewis

Experts, concerned at growing levels of obesity throughout the developed world, warn that chocolate should only be consumed in moderation.

Dr Lewis said: "There is no doubt that chocolate beats kissing hands down when it comes to providing a long-lasting body and brain buzz.

"A buzz that, in many cases, lasted four times as long as the most passionate kiss."

He said substances in chocolate were already known to have a psychoactive effect, but that allowing it to melt on your tongue could be the secret to maximising the buzz.

The volunteers, all aged in their 20s, had electrodes attached to their scalps and wore heart monitors during the two tests.

The researchers compared their resting heart rates with those during the chocolate and kissing tests.

Longer lasting effects
Although kissing set the heart pounding, the effect did not last as long as that seen with the chocolate, which increased heart rates from a resting rate of about 60 beats per minute to 140.

The study also found that as the chocolate started melting, all regions of the brain received a boost far more intense and longer lasting than the excitement seen with kissing.

Although women are generally thought to be bigger fans of chocolate than men, the research found the same reactions to chocolate in both sexes.

Dr Lewis said: "These results really surprised and intrigued us.

"While we fully expected chocolate- especially dark chocolate - to increase heart rates due to the fact it contains some highly stimulating substances, both the length of this increase together with the powerful effects it had on the mind were something none of us had anticipated."

You'd think people would be shy about kissing in a laboratory, but that wasn't the case at all Cadbury spokeswoman

Psychologist Sue Wright said: "Chocolate contains phenylethylamine which can raise levels of endorphins, the pleasure-giving substances, in the brain.

"It also contains caffeine which has a stimulatory effect on the brain.

"This would explain why chocolate can give people a buzz, and why people can become addicted to it."

The research used a new 60% cocoa dark chocolate from Cadbury, and a spokeswoman for the chocolate makers said: "You'd think people would be shy about kissing in a laboratory, but that wasn't the case at all. We're not talking about a quick peck here."

The Mind Lab is funded by members of the food industry, although no firm can be linked to any individual study.

so for those who dwell on getting kissed.. eat chocolate! chocolate chocolate chococlate

Knock Out

Knock Out Punch dealt.
I'm out cold now.
I'm in love with u.
But i guess i cant say the same
Who knocked me out i donno.

myself?
or is it the silence?
After 10 rounds.. maybe i just gave up on the fight.
Stay down till its over.

Just let me lie here
and let the crowd leave.
I'll lie here until i'm ready to get up again

The Supreme Being Teaches Spider-Man How To Be In Love Lyrics

Title: The Supreme Being Teaches Spider-Man How To Be In Love Lyrics
Artist: Flaming Lips
The first round goes, we go to blows,
I’m the Spider-Man nobody knows,
But the spider conceals the truth.
The spectums raise your ringside days,
I’ve been in love with you for a million days,
But the fighter conceals his wounds.
I’m in love with you but I fight the urge.

Muhammad Ali makes a third round surge,
And the audience can see the truth.
His punches land I can hardly stand,
I’ve got the power of a spider but the heart of a man,
But the power is in the truth.

Honesty can kill the spider,
Muhammad Ali feels the same,
The audience can give you power,
And I hear them call my name (Here comes the Spider-Man),
Hear them call my name (Does whatever a spider can).
I hear them call my name (Here comes the Spider-Man),
Hear them call my name (Does whatever a spider can).
At the seventh round you make a sound,
Muhammad Ali only knocks me down,
He whispered to tell the truth.
I say ‘I’m in love with you’ at the knock out count,
The audience cheers as the champ wins out,
But now you know the truth.

Honesty can kill the fighter.
Muhammad Ali knows the same.
Honestly the truth is power,
And I hear you call my name (Here comes the Spider-Man),
Hear you call my name (Does whatever a spider can).
I hear you call my name (Here comes the Spider-Man),
Hear you call my name (Does whatever a spider can).
I hear you call my name (Here comes the Spider-Man),
Hear you call my name (Does whatever a spider can).
I hear you call my name,
Hear you call my name.