What now?

Met a kind soul. Turned in my wallet. realli grateful to that guy..

And this kinda woke me up. Went shopping for stuff and food after getting my atm card replaced.

Exams closing. Deadlines are everywhere.. and i kinda woke up again from my dream..
Feelings fade and i need a reality check. I'm just lonely. It has been more than a year. but i still stay here. not looking for someone.. and yeah.. maybe like nic has said.. i donno what i want.. or who i want..

maybe its when i lose it that i know what i want and what i need.. just someone to tell me its alright.. catch me when i fall.. but not anyone can do that.. and yeah.. maybe its just a want.. but maybe i can grow out of it..

maybe u cant realli fall in love with someone if u're onli obsessed about urself.. and u don change ur perspective.. and yeah.. maybe its not realli anyone's fault if nothing happens rite? hahah