Fark

De javu?

No matter how well i try to protect my stuff.

Someone else always comes along and wreak havoke.

The first guitar.

A hole under the body of the freaking guitar.

Now the 2nd

My favorite of the few.

Drop

Finish cracked

String broke

Farking bad shape.

Its not you fault!

Fark

It cant be clearer than this.

Hmm. Photocopies supposed be cool right?

No matter how much philo i read,

This is what i live by.

Success

Hahaha.. version 1.0 of the Fudge brownie failed and gave me pudding.

It tasted ok. but texture was like sludge.

Thick chocolate sludge.

hahaha. but version 2.0 was fine. very fine indeed.

Reduced sugar, added nuts and reduced choc chips. it was nice. =)

hahaha. baked till perfection. less fudgy than expected. but at least it was moist.

and yeah. thou my strawberry ice cream came up alil sour, due to the excess lemon juice,

i think its fine. thats why it tasted like yogurt? hahaha.

and the surprise wasnt ruined. so yeah. what more can i want?

Count your blessings.

Although what i always believed in is back to haunt me,

i think its ok if everything remains balanced ya?

hahah.

more brownies by this week.

and maybe chocolates too.

Hope i get to see you soon?

=)

V for Volatile

Somehow.

The active lifestyle is taken the toil on me.

temper flare damn fast.. get affected easily by sarcastic comments.

reasons.. lack of sleep? nothing comforting? i think the hectic schedule of the pseudoelitist is the cause. haH

lets see.. tuition twice a week. a mini project for me each week(just to keep me occupied and sane.. and meet up with friends. hahaha

i'll tell you guys about what i've accomplished when i do.

work's almost completed.. and i have time for my projects.. hmmm

but yeah. was planning to carry out stuff when i met up with wayne and played the guitar at my hse till 5 am the next day. hahaha. stayed over at my hse of course..

then i picked my ass up to buy fridge(s) with mum and aunt at novena.. while wayne picked his up to go to sentosa. hahah

guess what. after everything, we met up again with alex and sx.. i met them only aft dinner and went for drinks at.. guess where.. balcony.. where we visited our favorite waitress mandy and had lotsa fun as usual. hahaha ended up home at 4+

sunday was fine.. slept til 1. continued project and that was almost it. hahaha

weekends are longer if u sleep less. drink more. hahah. but yeah. monday is like stoning day after that. haH

now.. i just have to wait and see what this week has installed for me.

and yeah. addicted on Oasis- don't look back in anger.

damn nice song..


whoo whooo

kinda broke for the week, and something tells me that my body is screwd up. hmm..

Mood swings

Work was great.

Had help from an unfortunate aqquaintance whom i end up being very greatful.

I'll be done with work much sooner than expected.

More of life for me.

Finally.. i get to meet pep after work.

But i still wanna work OT thou.

hmm..

Blew my temper once again.

i guess i only do that when i've met pep whom i care about.

normally i cant be bothered with even just anyone to get that pissed.

but the brightside was that i enjoyed that bot of sake so much i ended up waking up at 430, 630 and finally 855 to shut off my alarm which was supposed to ring at 9.

one week. thats all u need to have a change in ur life.

lets see what next week gives me.

so yeah.. for those who care about me.

my friends.

i can get emo.

but i can bounce right back too.

don worry.

i have to pick myself up sometime.

sooner or later.

To Xinru

Hmm.. i guess its right.

The vicious cycle is back.

Emo time.

Maybe worst this time.

Really feeling it this time.

Freud

Freud would say that this feeling is linked to some childhood trauma.

I say he's right.

I can remember that specific incident.

From then on i hate getting others into trouble.

Alot.

Even if there's feelings involved

I'll just throw it all away.

Its the one and only thing i do best.

Time for self-destruction.

Let it burn. let it burn

When theres no body

When you stop.

and think

under the mrt track

in the rain.

Why are u here?

Who has your back?

No one.


Welcome to my life