Now

There's no such thing as Now.. don know u know that? the now that i will refer to will always be the past as time moves along. The very "Now-ness" exist onli to my consciousness and cannot be a mark in time.. =)



ok.. after that gibberish bullshit... i kinda settled with something in my life. i cant run from my past. somehow they just pop up and chat with me on MSN. hahah... in fact 2 pep did that.. and i was quite glad. no matter what happens.. or for that matter of fact happened.. they are still ur friends and they still try to talk to u and stuff.



somehow.. i fall for people like anyhow.. do stupid stuff.. but still stay friends.. thats nice. Somehow.. the interlectual sort of girls that i admire.. don admire me.. but still so forgiving.. and yeah.. perfect.. thats why i like them?

hahaha.. but yeah.. maybe i'm just trying too hard again.. getting distracted by every small thing. but i got the motivation and finally completed my 999word essay.. and the bulk of the report.. now its just referencing and abstract conclusion. sucks eh.. have to do it myself.. hahah.. but yeah.. its a chore but have to do that to make it good.

anyway.. for anyone who's reading this.. (that is IF someone is reading).. hope u have a good day and just remember to count ur blessings and remember that things aint that bad after all.. the trouble will be stuck in the "now" and soon be something of the past.. and if its still bad.. maybe i can cheer u up.. =)