Center of Universe

Hmm.. is ur life dictated by someone or something and u don have solution for freedom?
I know i have..
its the handphone thing.
From a long long time ago.. i have been dominated by my phone.
It has dictated my life.
i have this weird intuition to check my phone every 5 minutes for msgs and stuff.
I donno why i do it.. but i just do.
Maybe its due to conditioning and its like become a part of me. but that weird.
i cant focus on doing stuff but i go check my phone.. walk arnd it.. walk with it.. waiting from something to happen.
Donno if i can stop it.. but somehow.. every time i try.. something big comes up.. pep start contacting me and think that i disappear from the face of the earth or something.

Anyhow.. i'll try. just to get rid of this weird habit. maybe develop others.. but living by ur phone 24-7 is just a lil too much for me.