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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Desire Vs Obsession

What defines desire and to what point is it considered obsession?
Theres something u want in life.. something someone else has.. something u covet. thats what is obession.

Somehow.. i believe.. for me.. my desires and obsessions are weird. i covet happiness. I hate it when people are happy with others. I want to be happy and somehow i think that having what others have will make me happy too. and i need to get what they have just to make me happy.

Sounds sick ya? but yeah i think many pep do that even though they don't feel it. Maybe we are all wired like this. This is the whole idea why we are jealous and why we always think something someone else has is much better than what u already have.

I kinda figured this out. I know.. it sounds childish. no.. it IS childish. but maybe its just a basic response? hmm somehow.. u get worked up over seeing pep somewhere.. but onli to figure out that u're just jealous that they person is happy.. and somehow.. u are not doing what the other person is doing and you are sure that u're not happy...

its doesnt matter who she's with. i wish her the best. but i hope i get lucky and maybe find my happiness too.

You'll need a little drama in life..
if not it'll be all in grey.