to my wonderful dad

I wonder how u cant understand why i don respect you the smallest bit.
Look at yourself.
What have you done to yourself and everyone arnd you.
Does our lives have to go down in flames when yours do?
Do we have to suffer when you throw ur almost-daily tantrums
Does endangering the lives of your so called loved ones supposed to gain respect for you?

The thing that your proud of.. your 10 long years of driving experience..
would it be ironical if thats the way ur family goes down?
Would u want that?

i don respect u at all..
nothing seems to make me proud of you.
i'll pray if i was religious..
just not to turn into you

but somehow.. when everyone is worshipping their dads
for their knowledge, wisdom.. and other wonderful attributes..
i can only fear being like you
and i know.. there is a high possibilty that i would
people have said i resemble you..
and obviously, i'll give my life up just to see that that doesnt come true.