Delusion

How do u know what is real?
How people are like?
Or do u just accept them for who they are and block out the bad parts?

I donno. But i've ran out of patience. So now. I'm harsh, over critical and easily upset.
At first i couldnt define what we were. But after getting to know u, i have found that somehow, behind all that laughter, there much more to the both of us, that we might not like.

At least now i'm awake already, but how can i go on with seeing ur flaws everyday?
Disgust merely skims the surface. I need help. Hope i get some soon.