Time

Past Present and Future.

How do u link everything together?

Its scary for me. When everything meets and soon it will all be over.

Like how i spent my time with little miss valentine. And now its over.

Now. its purely work and trying to prepare for the future.

Future. Graduating. Army. 2 years.

Saw little miss valentine after getting ps-ed by alex wayne and aud today. Didnt run. Too shag. depressed. first time thought wanted to do something nice like going out. even if it was onli with aud. but somehow it was all over. and she was alrd at city hall and it was off. without me knowing.

Saddening.

But yeah.the sight of Little miss valentine got me stirred up and stuff. Its not just a cut of kinda thing. there will be more of her arnd when sch starts. but everything now is different. What happend is now known as the past.

Present. I have someone who will be happy with me and someone to at least try to cheer me up when i'm down. so its good. But. will this move on to the future too? i have no idea. I donno if its possible. but i guess. we'll see what happens for NOW.

What lies in the future is scary for me. I know i'm not ready. don ever know whether i will be. But i have to go tru it. Thats all i know. If i survive it will be great.

Some times u are sorry that things don just work out like they do and things just happen. And somehow i just guess that its not meant to be.

But yeah. there might be surprises ahead. so. wait?