Existential Field Trip

Today was hectic. After plant bio, went to lab with loy to find that chloramphenicol missing. Its like aloy's property and he knows where he puts his stuff. Not like me. But yeah. found it under a whole stack of plates with Mrs Koh FYP on it.. hmmm.. shall not bitch

Anyway.. went to queue for donuts at raffles city again.. and yes.. it only took 1hr 20mins.. like very fast already.. hahah.. but yeah talked about everything and anything.. girls.. sch.. girls.. girls.. hahah.. and yeah met his 2 friends.. 1 by accident.. the other he was meeting after that.. kinda left after they went for lunch.. and i decided to catch a movie.. but kinda figured i cant meet by 4pm back in sch deadline.. so popped onto the train back to dover.. met nicole's dance god daniel.. his hair needs conditioner.

then.. decided to do some fyp before trying to meet that someone.. and i stumbled across the T11A notice board with the paper schedules.. its like.. immuno.. 23/08/07.. i was rubbing my eyes and i went 'woah'.. knowing that i was screwd and got the days wrong i went back upstairs to do fyp.

Fought with the glass slides and cover slips.. didnt do my sterility check as i found my 3 weeks old contaminated nutrient broth. did alot of not so meaningful stuff and it was like 5.. hanged arnd.. chat with the TSOs.. swapped chocolate making ideas.. and yeah.. stoned to see where my 1 box of donuts will go.. hahah.. there was demand.. but i had to make a choice who to give too..

After 1 sms.. i kinda flew down to eunos.. despite demand at like bouna vista.. but yeah.. i flew took a bus.. onli to find out she's not home and i kinda stuck on 155 till it got realli realli far.. it looped.. and headed like kampong glam if i'm not wrong. Walked from there.. to catch the train.. and headed back. Did alot thinking on the way.

Theres a thin line between sweet and sick. a smudge between interesting and irritating. but yeah.. u cant cry when u things don go ur way or ur calculations don work out. u made those choices and that made u eat 2 donuts while walking.. its okay.. its the consequences.. no matter what also cant run. change time, then try a different alternative.. maybe it will make things better. HaH

anyway.. got back on train. headed to jurong east to get that 31.75 polycarbonate mould for chocolate making.. prep to tomorrow.. investments and stuff.. got a simple one so that u can design not like some lousy xmas tree.

But yeah.. what i tot for so long was about who i was. i felt as if i'm a different person infront of different people. different people know different sides of me. i can be mild, bland and tasteless (true).. or like weird crazy and just plain irritating. Friends whom are the closest to me will say that "its just me".. but whats "mE?" hahaha.. talked to the survey lady that approached me like the day before again.. hahah.. somehow. i just hate talking to them.. but i just do. hahah..

After all. tired. but i guess i kinda settled stuff. Don try to hard to be interesting. Surprising or just plain drama and stuff. Make my chocolates. Go out with my friends. Watch those DVDs and vomit philosophy. Don care bout how ur love life would be. Just let things flow.. that is if its not all sticky and gross. hAh

Did i mention i talk to myself alot?