Relieve

Some times.. unplanned for events hit me and to my surprise makes me feel much better..
Was home last friday nite.. then started talking to my old friend on msn.. like someone whom i haven chat with for like years..

Then.. my old pal xinru asks me whether i wanna watch simpsons.. hell ya.. hahah.. then found out he's working at suntec... where the new donut factory is.. and yeah.. wanted to go queue for it for long long time.. and decided i get some for my 2 old friends..

so its sat. 11am i got out of the house and went to suntec with my Truth book and sandals.. it was quite refreshing taking in account that i slept round 230 the night before.. and it took not quite long for my donuts to arrive.. not too long.. but i had to compromise cause they have so little flavours and getting 1 of everything will just kill me.. so i just did with what they had and a few more and went to get myself a java chip frap from star bucks.. super enjoyment.. something i haven done for some time.. and yeah.. got the donuts.. gave xinru them and headed home to do work.

ok.. i didnt do work.. but i was hanging arnd.. waiting for time to past at home before i met her and xinru.. its kinda interesting.. met her at clementi mac cause she kinda had piano lessons arnd there.. been so long since i've seen her.. but yeah.. the whole experience showed me that friends.. do not always need posh places.. and talk was all u needed to have a good time. although short, the time i spent with her gave me enuff energy for simpsons and xinru later that evening.. after the movie.. sat at TCC with food and drinks.. talking bout girls girls more girls.. and how its scary growing up. he's in the army.. maybe going overseas.. and by the time he's back.. i'll be gone and so different..

we don need crushes or girls to feel alive.. friends will always stay friends.. and you call them that because although u both move on... they will not mind to have a cup of coffee.. and just meet up and look at life with u..

met up with rosa yest too.. helped her scan her report docs.. and went for dinner at crystal jade at jp.. its nice to have good food and friends with ya.. talk.. and joke bout almost anything.. fought over the bill so much but i still won.. sort of.. hahaha.. but yeah.. friends.. are still the most important pep in the world.. other than family that is...

Finally. The spider Pig song

hmm.. the embed thingy has a flaw or something.. so heres the link.. =)
http://www.spikedhumor.com/articles/116312/Simpsons_The_Movie_Spider_Pig.html

White stripes

Hmm watch this




Then watch this..


hahah simpsons rock

Think. What does it take to change habits

Been looking for this vid for a long long time since live earth.

I was luffing throughout the clip..

Think its the comic timing..

or people slapping each other just cranks me up.. hahha.. enjoy =)

Olympics

Cleared my 2 tests this week. Plant's hell. acc is still ok.
Presentation on monday, then acc deadline
Hope i'm free by then
No time for simpsons. how to find time for love?

hahaha.. realli realli wanna watch simpsons.
But don have a reason to part with the computer and not do the reports.
how how? i donno
as usual... doesnt realli matter to me.
Just want to get past all the hurdles..
and reach the end pt of this race.

like 2 more weeks?
sick

What now?

Met a kind soul. Turned in my wallet. realli grateful to that guy..

And this kinda woke me up. Went shopping for stuff and food after getting my atm card replaced.

Exams closing. Deadlines are everywhere.. and i kinda woke up again from my dream..
Feelings fade and i need a reality check. I'm just lonely. It has been more than a year. but i still stay here. not looking for someone.. and yeah.. maybe like nic has said.. i donno what i want.. or who i want..

maybe its when i lose it that i know what i want and what i need.. just someone to tell me its alright.. catch me when i fall.. but not anyone can do that.. and yeah.. maybe its just a want.. but maybe i can grow out of it..

maybe u cant realli fall in love with someone if u're onli obsessed about urself.. and u don change ur perspective.. and yeah.. maybe its not realli anyone's fault if nothing happens rite? hahah

Losing It

Have u ever felt helpless? even if u always knew u were the only one who u can trust to make changes?

Somebody save me. I feel as if i'm losing control.. or did i ever get any control at all?

Captain ball was alright. But it sucks when u are up there, but u donno what u can do to make changes, after so long, u kinda figured that u don have the say and maybe its better that way. But when u see ur team struggling, see them fighting for points, but the only thing u can do is watch. Helpless? i always believed that u should always sweat with ur team. Bleed with them. But for me. I guess i can only do that when i have the chance.

Wallet. Gone. Careless? cant be bothered? i donno. i just know its not here. and i don trust myself to tell me where it is now. I don trust myself. i don trust anyone. so i'll just stay here to wait for help? There might be no one. no one at all. sad isnt it? But thats life.

I know my friends show concern and encouragement... but somethings just cant be helped.. maybe i'm just one of them.