I apologise for everything

Have u ever feel the life squeezed out of you?

Feel so helpless

And even no matter what u do

Nothing helps

We missed out a whole chapter

I would be lying if i said i don blame anyone

I blame myself

For trusting my friends to do the work

I blame myself

From relying on them

For not putting in more just to ensure everything is fine

and not aiming for the stars

I would be quite sad if this is the end

Strip me of my goals of the future. And i will be left with nothing. Nothing at all.