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Life is quite screwd.
I shld get a bigger social circle.
Falling for the wrong girls.
Would u make a choice between having someone as only a friend or someone close if u only allowed 1 scenario and no over lapping?
What would u do.
Friends last a lifetime.. flings... what? its over already.

Okay.. to that someone out there.. i'll let time take its course..
will see in the future.. spin life as if its a coin and let fate decide.
not very existentialist.. but.. i guess.. what else can i do.

Suffering leads to experience which justifies my existence.
I suffer therefore i exist.. Me
i believe therefore i exist... Schizo me
I do not exist.. Pessimist
I think therefore i exist... Rene Decartes