Back..

After 2 mths of hardcore spending and drinking coffee, we are back together..
Maybe after being apart for so long, it finally occurred to us that maybe we realli did love the company of each other that much, even though most people would regard this as a teen immature 16 year old relationship.

Anyhow, i'm 17 and in 4 mths, i can walk into a 7-11 and pick out any alcoholic beverage and stick my IC into the cashier's face. And yeah, maybe when we decided to give it the most into the relationship, we realli did what we said and we realli had an impact on each other.

I kinda miss being in a relationship. Although u cant just go out the next second after u thought of going out, u cant spend money on yourself just as you would want to, and most of all decide to stay out till the next morning without telling anyone ANYTHING. i like that, but i also like having someone to ask if i've woken up at 2pm, or msg me in the morning when i cant even tell if i'm dreaming or is actually realli look at the handphone.

Life is different.. now... again... i just hope it will just get better and better.. and i'll enjoy it more and more... but now.. i guess.. the metaphor for it as fireworks doesnt realli stand now.. maybe we can be like.. a normal couple? maybe... onli maybe...