Random Insanity

Went to get my lifehouse album.. Got it. 27.95. so going to shoot myself if they have the singaporean version that cost like 12 bucks. madness

Then went to borders with aloy and checked out somebooks.. like NLP stuff.. and quite cool.. learnt something just like that.. Options attachment. Figured out that for people who have that problem.. like me and a few others. we think too much. and when we make the decision to choose, we wont be satisfied with what i have and regret making that choice.

So... resolution. Don make that choice. Don choose who you want to be with after thinking it through. stay the same way cause no matter which choices u make, its equivalent to coveting something or someone else. HaH.

Yeah.. then fire works with shuzhen and jason. quite cool. first time got such good seats.. like right infront of esplanade. smack in the middle. right infront of the railings. Got a full picture. and the fireworks actually blew in front of us.. like towards us. that was cool. either that or a raging inferno.

and yeah. stupidity comes when u less think about it. went to bedok for dinner cause we tot that the trains will be super crowded after the fireworks.. then headed to the other end of the island just to bounce back and get seats. hahah.. but ended up having great dinner at bedok market.. like 4 courses.. and yes. missed the last train.

Took the last 14 to clementi and shared a cab back with the both of them. i kinda lost it when i was eating and caffeine wore off. too tired. freaking paper. haH

Trying to figure out what i can do now. The Gentec papers seem tough. i haven started. Screwd.
have to start studying. paper is on monday. i need to focus. keep falling asleep though i woke up like 1130 today. slept at 2 la. but not an excuse.

Emo..

hahah.. i know its unlike be.. but i can be super cheena sometimes.. went to rip some songs for sheryl.. and fell in love with it.. hahah.. this guy can realli sing.. realli really well.

enjoy...



the other one. my fav. hahaha



The way he sings.. it gets to u right.. hahah.. as if he's realli realli sad..



This guy sings with his life.. like abit old.. but he's causing a stir like in taiwan.. and yes.. i think u guys will know why after listening to him sing.

Anyway.. kinda inspired right now.. all the singing and stuff.. brain overflowing ideas for chocolates.. but i think i can put my emotions into it.. make it like art of something.. the best that i can.. and yeah.. for everything i make.. i believe.. u have to tailor to peoples' taste and stuff.. so wish me luck.... hope the chocolates turn out fine =)

FOOD PARTY =)

Hey PeePs Miss me?

Hahha.. this is my FIRST advertisement!

I'm planning on Having like really Sinful Gourmet Parties like pot lucks and stuff. Where friends of mine get to cook.. and maybe have some nice expensive stuff that u have never heard of... Like realli Jap Sushi kinda stuff.. italian cuisine..

And nowadays my fav drug CHOCOLATES!

The problem now is that i'm rather broke and haven got cash to get my ingredients.. and maybe.. maybe can share out the cost of the ingredients and stuff.. and u know.. when u have a group of friends.. u don have to fork out much...

For those who have tasted what i have to offer.. think twice k? My new creations will be coming soon.. and maybe i can start showing stuff here.. but yeah.. u guys will make it happen... hahah

Best part of this idea is that its a really only for my close friends and not on sale anywhere else! hahah... you'll be the few pep who'll get to taste my creations and i'll make sure it stays that way =)


So think about it.. tag me if you're interested =)

Mega mugger

hahah.. today is the actual first day of mugging spree.
Only going to last bout 2 weeks. then no more papers
2 weeks. 4 papers
1 day interval each
madness

just spent the morn relaxing..
ate a nice sandwich for breakfast
then kinda used my new pesto mix to make some linguine

tastes cool. herby and stuff..wonderful stuff..
healthy too..
hmm.. maybe this is the way to go.
all healthy food..but classy and tasty.
hahah.. benefits of being single and available.

2 weeks to freedom.. sprint and get my As.
hiding in my cave.. cya after 2 weeks!

Sorry if i'm Preachy

One of my basic principles of my belief is that everyone has their choices to make for their life.
And i'm no supposed to be preachy to make people take my view and take the choice that i would. But today, its kinda different. Cause sometimes we just have to make choices when we have to and this is for my friend.

I believe that as a person, we should not judge others, how they live and what choices they make. As queer it might sound, i believe that the only person or position to judge people is that "someone" up there.. or "them" if possible. ( i'll tell u guys when i figure who's up there).
But not to digress.. i believe that ur friends make choices that u might not agree with, and u should not hold them responsible more than they already ah.

I wont tell u how to live your life as i trust u as my friend to make the right choices and to be responsible. Thats why i don tell my friends to quit drinking, clubbing or in that matter stay of the pork lard char quay tiao. And no matter how much it ticks u off when they make stupid choices, excuses or anything that ticks u off for that matter, u should still forgive them at the end of the day and not get upset all about it.

Life's short enough to live already, so why still take things so seriously and judge ur friends from their actions? You are not in their shoes and you wont know why they made that choice. No one knows except for them. So, be understanding and learn to close an eye and forgive.

You don't need friends to be with u all the time. The cool part is to be there when they need you. No matter how long its been since u've seen each other. True friends just come back to each other, just a matter of time. And life's not that bad when that happens.

So yeah, give ur friends a little slack and enjoy each other's company....
So as to not look back and regret.

Off the wall and back

Life is stable now.
Donno why.
Maybe after meeting up with friends and stuff..
now just feel happier.

Met old friends.. Made New friends..
and yeah.. been spending hell lot of time with rosa.. donno why also
first helped her with scanning stuff for her report..
then its printing the 157 pages..
then she forgot her stuff.. and stuff.. hahah

maybe its a fact that people are social creatures. and even the most antisocial,
ME, also need some communication with pep sometimes.. and maybe for me, i don that at ONE person.. but maybe just a group of friends.. just a simple dinner.. and talk.. will do for me.

Haha.. wanted to focus my energy on 1 girl but looking back at it now.. its kinda weird.. cause.. u get all emotionally stuck with that person.. and get realli realli affected by the small insignificant stuff. haha.. but yeah... its now something that has passed.. so its okay la..

hahah.. read an article from newpaper.. i know its tabloid and stuff.. but yeah... don realli get bothered with the huge world out there when u cant figure urs out. hahah.. its about how men waste time waiting for women.. like in changing rooms.. toilets.. or just when women are doll-ing up. to think of it.. bfs actually suffer alot when they have to wait for them girls to dress up and stuff.. and watch the grass grow to entertain themselves..

donut factory helped with me my patience issues.. but after waiting 3 and half hours for donuts, it make me figure out that at least theres donuts waiting for me after that 3 and half hours. but for girls.. that might not be the case. hahaha..

But yeah.. for those girls out there.. just a word of advice.. i know u have to wait for good things.. but men don all work that way. its only courtesy to not them wait so much cause if one they they snap like i did.. u wont have a men waiting for u at all.. and yeah.. sometimes it not just on dates or when u guys are doing stuff... even like feelings and stuff.. share with them.. and don wait..

The philosophy in donut queuing. =)

Relieve

Some times.. unplanned for events hit me and to my surprise makes me feel much better..
Was home last friday nite.. then started talking to my old friend on msn.. like someone whom i haven chat with for like years..

Then.. my old pal xinru asks me whether i wanna watch simpsons.. hell ya.. hahah.. then found out he's working at suntec... where the new donut factory is.. and yeah.. wanted to go queue for it for long long time.. and decided i get some for my 2 old friends..

so its sat. 11am i got out of the house and went to suntec with my Truth book and sandals.. it was quite refreshing taking in account that i slept round 230 the night before.. and it took not quite long for my donuts to arrive.. not too long.. but i had to compromise cause they have so little flavours and getting 1 of everything will just kill me.. so i just did with what they had and a few more and went to get myself a java chip frap from star bucks.. super enjoyment.. something i haven done for some time.. and yeah.. got the donuts.. gave xinru them and headed home to do work.

ok.. i didnt do work.. but i was hanging arnd.. waiting for time to past at home before i met her and xinru.. its kinda interesting.. met her at clementi mac cause she kinda had piano lessons arnd there.. been so long since i've seen her.. but yeah.. the whole experience showed me that friends.. do not always need posh places.. and talk was all u needed to have a good time. although short, the time i spent with her gave me enuff energy for simpsons and xinru later that evening.. after the movie.. sat at TCC with food and drinks.. talking bout girls girls more girls.. and how its scary growing up. he's in the army.. maybe going overseas.. and by the time he's back.. i'll be gone and so different..

we don need crushes or girls to feel alive.. friends will always stay friends.. and you call them that because although u both move on... they will not mind to have a cup of coffee.. and just meet up and look at life with u..

met up with rosa yest too.. helped her scan her report docs.. and went for dinner at crystal jade at jp.. its nice to have good food and friends with ya.. talk.. and joke bout almost anything.. fought over the bill so much but i still won.. sort of.. hahaha.. but yeah.. friends.. are still the most important pep in the world.. other than family that is...