Cool song.. Cool vid?

I know the vid has been out for sometime..
but yeah
i like this song even though i don get it..
but a collab between fallout and HTF.. its weird.. hahaha

Justification

Sometimes.. i just wonder whether my choices in life will lead me to an alternative end.
Or is it that all my choices already has a predetermined future.

I have my own way of living. Anything is fine to me.. because deep down its still my choice.. even if i'm forced to do something.. its still my choice to comply.

The whole atittude and persona thing is the same too. I believe that i should try not to be something for someone liking. But i still do that. Maybe just for some attention or that pretense that i could be something that they would like. But maybe its just ME to be able to change and become someone you'll like and stuff.

But yeah. my true colours show with fatigue. that i can be sure of. But yeah.. i guess.. a little change cant hurt anyone.. and not showing the real me might be a bane.. but yeah.. maybe its just for some false hope that can get us by? okay.. i know i'm finding excuses.. but yeah.. maybe its true.. we wont realli know..

Its like.. i like to dress comfortably.. when i want to dress down for like work and leisure, when i want to dress up for special occasions.. that kinda stuff.. i kinda dread the whole wear nice clothing for every single day just for people to look at my wonderful dress sense. but the fact is that it weighs me down sometimes.. and when i'm stressed out.. i just need change.
pun intended.

dress casual and whatever i like. But change for a smile on their faces. thats my philosophy.

back?

hello everyone who has been stalking my blog.
if blogger can work then u guys can have my random entries to see how my life is.. not screwd up.. but funny and stuff.

TLL rocks. Its a resort for foreign researchers and i'm right below that and i'm not at microbe level yet. ROCKS.

Made new lunch buddies. My new crush the coffee machine is so hot and i learn to do DNA plate extraction today.
BLah blah blah

Kinda bored. That warm fuzzy infatuated feeling is kinda gone. and i'm down with the flu-ish kinda feeling.

Gets kinda sad when i cant find pep to msg cause either they are smuggling camera phone in a high tech secrecy firm or like they are overseas.. maybe i just have too few friends. Need a new crush. or have to learn to live without one.

Life so dull without infatuation and crushes all over the place.. so sad.. gues have to come to terms with my boring life and yeah.. all the scientific stuff of histone methylation and acetylation. Hope i do better in TLL. and hope my 3.5 comes to me soon. it will seal my fate and determine whether i can get a hot yet geeky girl in Uni. =)

optimism rocks, but the flu always talks.

Another quiz thingy...

Smallest things

Been staying home alot lately.. studying for my 3 papers.. watched so much tv everyday... slept till i have made up for the lack of sleep i suffered last semester.. and yeah.. this video was repeating on mTv chinese everyday..

good song.. meaningful.. something i believe in.. people don fall in love because of looks.. character or what not.. but somehow.. the small things that people do.. the small actions.. that makes it true.. the small events that people experience together make alot of difference.. and yeah.. to me thats what makes it wonderful in the end..

after a relationship.. u sorta get a mental scrapbook of everything u have done together with that someone.. and all the smiles and tears u've shared... thats life..

detox... living like a housewife.. watching opera...and yeah.. not forgetting snacking the food supply away... but yeah.. i guess.. this is something that i should do once in a while.. just.. live.. without distractions.. think about life.. what i want.. what i need.. and how i should live..

philosophical moments.. and yeah.. somehow.. i donno if what i want is actually feasible.. but yeah.. shall not indulge in these thoughts.. hmm..

have to study for BIA.. 1 chap left.. but must run through again.. do all the qns.. and prepare myself for tomorrow.. must aim for A... must get it..

Rock.. is eternal

Been watching alot of rocks vids.. Foo fighters.. Tenacious D.. and yeah.. found out that they are actually linked and like friends.. they have cameos in each other's vids alot.. and dave grohl actually played drums for Tenacious.. cool.. like he played for nirvana.... but he has his own band, he's the lead and yeah.. like woah.. and yeah.. he also cameo-ed as the devil in the tenacious D tribute vid.. see if u can recognise him.. so cool...

What is it with me right now..

Hmm.. something is wrong
i'm not motivated to study..
got my guitar back.. sounds better..
cost a bomb..
good strings.. that hole filled up..
had yong tau foo with carrot juice for lunch..
but yeah.. keep dosing off when i was studying BIA..
now i'm here at half way point slacking..

Mayday's new album is out.. been listening it for sometime already..
kinda miss the feeling of adrenaline in the blood.. the feeling of love and all..
kinda miss relating to the lyrics..
but yeah.. addicted to xiang shui.. cool song.. how i wish i can find such a girl to be obsessed about.. so sad.. need a girl to light up my life again.. the whole crash and burn thing.. love till it hurts.. thats something i miss..
but shall wait for the one..
and not find her..
so.. yeah..
waiting....