life after 10mths

Oct 5.. how do i remember it so well? happens to be yx's b dae.. we celebrated in the morn.. realli early.. like.. 8... and yeah.. it kinda sparked something.. after seeing my old friends..

concerning our breakup.. there are several theories.. and i can onli discuss them in retrospective....

Theory one:
Distance has brought us further apart.. she went for her expedition.. camps.. participated actively in anything she could.. while i just waited for mine.. and with the days without even msging her, i got used to being alone.. again.. and.. it seemed to me then that i might not need all of her hugs and kisses to live.. (although i realli like that.. but guess.. it wont kill.. ) when a couple can survive on their own in their seperate own lives.. it always seems as though they can easily breakup and live with it.. and so.. we did just that..

Theory two:
we were living lives in 2 seperate worlds.. and it just happens to deviate further and further.. and slowly.. drifted apart and yeah.. leading to the breakup... duh?

Theory three:
Too many things.. Too fast.. everything was going way to fast and we just ran out of stuff to do.. became a lousy marriage of some sort which just required commitment and enduring monotonous life as a couple.. without kids to spice up life..

Theory four:
Companionship.. there was no need for each others companionship as either persons had something to occupy their time with and it was time to move on...

The4 theories listed may exist not as individual factors but as over lapping aspects to the breakup.. however, i who do not have the ability to watch the world as a third persons perspective.. cannot name the exact reason like i could in a drama serial.. and hence.. any conclusion made would be illogical and irrational.. i think i'm just blabbering.. sigh... =X

The 2 scary Cheer Machines.. From the start of day one.. they came up with the Windbreakers cheers.. fever, pi-pi, steady and many many others.. hahaha.. the rate at they went, they lead the windbreakers into being the group with the bEsT and MoSt Cheers.. hahaha.. the one i like best is the Gao Ling Feng ONe.. Xiao Xiao.. hahaha.. ROcks........... I like........ I reAllli Like.. Hahahaha 

Alex and Clarence.. the 2 best Shuai Ges in Break Wind.. The Fore Fathers of the "A-B captain's ball strategy".. hahaha. without them.. we would not have the very seh score against the seniors.. hahaha.. yeah.. guys.. rock on.. maybe someday we go beau-ing together.. hahaha.. just don tell gfs.. hahahah.. YOU GUYS ROCK!!! 

Yay.. Our papa mama.. the 2 most important peps in our group.. the 2 who tot us how to billi blanja, say cheers and realli build friendship and term work in the group.. without them, breakwind will not be the best that it is.. without them.. there will not be any winnie the pooh song and wind breakers.. so.. papa mama... I thank god that we have u 2 as our papa mama and I myself WILL NEVER FORGET the both of YA.. YEAH!!!.. u 2 ROCKS!!! 

hahaha.. The 2 most girl guys in Break Wind.. but the best still Chun Chun.. The No.1 shim.. hahahaha.. although he must go for some boob enhancement thingy.. abit saggy liao.. hahaha.. but yeah.. guess he should change to sillicon.. water bag no good.. hahaha.. later someone smack then will burst liao.. hahahaha.. but yeah.. think peps will not care too much bout his cleavage.. hahaha.. got character.. guys like shy shy gals rite.. hahaha.. then sure will fall in love with him.. hahaha.. Chun ChUn.. you're da BEST.... Shim.. Hahahahaha 

Yay.. Wind Breakers.. Best Campers In the Whole CLS camp.. hahaha.. rocks.. guys.. you're da best! hahaha.. i think i'm being arrogant again.. but yeah.. heck.. we are.. we cheer the best, we have the best spirit and we enjoy Forfeits!! who in the world enjoy forfeits rite? hahaha.. guys.. We've done almost everything together.. sleep, eat, dance, play, beau cha boh.. billiblanja... hahahaha.. and yeah.. this has been the best camp group i've been with.. serious.. bestest best papa mama we have.. and yeah.. everyone in the team rocks.. everyone has something to contribute and to make our team better.. Thats what makes us the best rite? No matter what happens.. Our flag will always fly high in our hearts and the windbreakers will always remain the coolest, most sat group around.. BreakWinD Rocks! Three Cheers for BREAKWIND!!!!! 

Somehow.. 2 people with different worlds clashed together, onli to find out each other was already so close, onli seperated by few seats in a classroom.. Only after a chalet and hanging out for sometime, we finally noticed each other.. and fall in love.. somehow.. it was fate which brought us together, and have so many shared memories, do so much together, and experience stuff that we never had... and fully enjoy our time together.. I loVe you Darling..