life after 10mths

Oct 5.. how do i remember it so well? happens to be yx's b dae.. we celebrated in the morn.. realli early.. like.. 8... and yeah.. it kinda sparked something.. after seeing my old friends..

concerning our breakup.. there are several theories.. and i can onli discuss them in retrospective....

Theory one:
Distance has brought us further apart.. she went for her expedition.. camps.. participated actively in anything she could.. while i just waited for mine.. and with the days without even msging her, i got used to being alone.. again.. and.. it seemed to me then that i might not need all of her hugs and kisses to live.. (although i realli like that.. but guess.. it wont kill.. ) when a couple can survive on their own in their seperate own lives.. it always seems as though they can easily breakup and live with it.. and so.. we did just that..

Theory two:
we were living lives in 2 seperate worlds.. and it just happens to deviate further and further.. and slowly.. drifted apart and yeah.. leading to the breakup... duh?

Theory three:
Too many things.. Too fast.. everything was going way to fast and we just ran out of stuff to do.. became a lousy marriage of some sort which just required commitment and enduring monotonous life as a couple.. without kids to spice up life..

Theory four:
Companionship.. there was no need for each others companionship as either persons had something to occupy their time with and it was time to move on...

The4 theories listed may exist not as individual factors but as over lapping aspects to the breakup.. however, i who do not have the ability to watch the world as a third persons perspective.. cannot name the exact reason like i could in a drama serial.. and hence.. any conclusion made would be illogical and irrational.. i think i'm just blabbering.. sigh... =X