Complex stuff.

Ok. its valentines. I'm making chocolates, teaching hx and her sis how to make chocs.
Made some.
Gave to shiying.
maybe make her happy.
I have demand.
I can make people happy with nice chocolates.
I thought i can survive off other peoples' happiness.
i cant.

Why cant i just be selfish for once?
i grumble alot.
For those who try to make me happy,
i throw it back into their faces and i run.
what the hell am i doing?

count the eggs in ur basket?
or make do with what u have?
all sounds so sick..
but i don know what i want exactly.

happy valentines.
p.s. i'm such a sucker for greys.