Contemplation

Due to recent encounters.. i have kinda come to terms with my past.
Some that are not to be proud of.
Shit happens. and yeah.. been living in denial for sometime now.
Blocked out stuff so much that i kinda lost touch with reality and time.
But i think it doesnt matter now..

I'm on a journey for a new life. New future.
Something away from temptation. No. i am not going to become a monk.
I'm just going to be less or even not alcoholic,
i will not have my fancy speeches on pre marital sex, and other weird ideas to over throw moral norms..
and yeah.. maybe live more responsibly also.

I hope i suceed. Especially with the new muse in my life... who has inspired me with patience, like 3 and half hour donut factory patience.. and a drive for a simple, sucessful life. meaning with a nice house and like nice job and like nice food.

See. life don have to be scandalous, intense or really realli sinful. It doesnt have to be a beef steak oozing with blood or a really really great glass of wine.. tea's fine too.. especially with someone at the other end of the table, with great conversation.

hmm.. sorry if i'm kinda drifting.. must be due to the dehydrating brought abt by food poisoning. so yeah.. anyway.. must thank my new muse... and hope everything goes fine for u.. and i'll be there when u need help. =)

yes. i'm drifting. get me a drip