26-11-04.. What a wonderful day... It started when we went around hunting for guitar parts.. it soon got late and we were somewhere near peace center. We heard music.. someone playing Tian tian xiang ni by mayday.. It sounded great.. we sang to it.. and yeah.. it was excellent. Soonm we found out that city music was closed. We then walked back the way we came from. The music was still there. we went down, found a sit and started chilling there. It was paradise.. Paradiz to be exact.. we were at paradiz centre.. they had a live gig thingy going on. Under the nite sky.. stars.. moon.. music.. what a perfect scenario. We got them to sing some of our songs.. they did well.. chun zhen.. guan huai fang shi.. it was.. Perfect.. When they had to end.. we took a walk along orchard.. it started raining.. But somehow.. its seemed as if the rain made everything more beautiful.. everything seemed so.. nice.. we had to run through the rain.. but everything felt great.. somehow.. its different how u see the world when you're in the rain rather than watching it rain. We soon came to the bus stop where we waited for our bus to arrive. Maybe its the rain.. maybe its the atmosphere.. i got the courage to talk about something i've been wanting too.. and yeah.. its good to know that someone feels the same way u do.. life is indeed brilliant.. the day ended at 5 when i finished working on her guitar.. and finishing it with 2 blisters.. but yeah.. i know.. its worth it.. i really believe it is..
 

My Love Cycle

To me.. My relationships go through this vicious cycle no matter what.... here's my impression of it..

Stage 1:
Crush Period:

this is the time period where i go crazily in love with a creature of the other gender. I will have all my might in my hand, all the strength i need in the world to do ANYTHING for her. This is also the time when my wallet is near to being non-existent. I will spend all my cash.. no matter what, and still feel happy about it. I also have the constant adrenaline when the subject is in my visual range. To put it simply, experience the meaningless high of love.

Stage 2:
Crash Period:

this is the time period when the high feeling fades. Reality gets to me and i lose all that drive that was present before. I start swearing(again).. go nuts.. search for thrills.. and most importantly, live life as if i was nuts or realli pissed off. (Like what i did last night..) and live like a rock star, severely hang -over-ed.. unconscious.. and has no regard for common logic..

Stage 3:
After Burn:

This is the time after crashing and trying to kill myself through means like drinking. I get back my common sense, logic, and ability to not be affected by the gal that could torture me emotionally before... And from there, i will take up moral responsibilies to ensure that the girl doesnt get screwed by my dumb actions and to make sure that the ending to either the fling or something else is.. pleasent

Stage 4:
Independence:

this is when i can think that its good being single cause i'm carefree and can do what ever i like, while ignoring the usual loneliness and boredom of it. And when i start missing relationships, the cycle repeats and goes back to stage one. Sucks eh? hahaha.. yeah.. just hope i can break it.. hahaha..

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

the chocolate idea was great.. we had chocolate coated marshmallows.. chocolate pancakes... chocolate everything.. and yeah.. everyone was high high high... had so much fun and yeah.. brendon.. EVERYONE COUNTED HOW MANY MARSHMALLOWS U ATE!!! hahaha.. yeah.. INDIAN POKER ROCKS


first nite.. we went bowling.. pool.. and late nite walking around.. when the dudes went to sleep.. ling zhen, wenxiu, althea and i went to the kitchen to make breakfast for the gang.. hahaha.. althea had the usual heavy eye lids.. but she survived the nite.. hahaha.. we made so much pan cakes that there was like a tower.. hahaha the gals learnt how to flip pan cakes.. hahaha.. cool eh.? hahaha.. we did all that till 7.. everyone woke up.. and we decided to get some sleep after all.. hahaha

hehehe.. second nite..2.29am dudes all sound asleep.. and after a game of bluff.. everyone got hungry.. we went to the kitchen, raid the fridge, got some peanut butter and nutella, a loaf of bread and went back in to the room.. hahaha.. then.. all hell broke loose.. we played dai dee.. and somehow.. i seemed more like bluff to me.. hahahaha.. "is 7 bigger than 2?" hahahah.. yes of course.. and yeah.. something got to me.. and i decided to teach them how to play indian poker.. hahaha.. i slap the card onto my forehead and started playing.. maybe because of the chocolate in our system.. everyone did the same.. we luffed all the way.. and yeah.. many of us got cards that could play dai dee well.. hahahaha.. we luffed so much that when we wanted to like rest for a sec.. the next second was like 5? hahahaha.. we were so tired after luffing so much that all of us went down.. and yeah.. when i woke up.. there were prawns everywhere.. hahaha.. curling up.. and i somehow sleep walked down to the living room.. hahaha and that was it..

hehehe.. got cigarettes? hahaha.. so much for dyed hair.. metal bracelets.. and yeah.. pink shirt that says neat stuff.. hahahaha.. yeah.. image is real immportant.. we are guai peps.. but yeah.. we get misunderstood.. hahahaha.. hahaha.. seriously.. we look like crooks.. maybe we should change and comb side partings and stuff.. hahaha.. maybe then we'll not be misunderstood.. hahaha.. =P 

hahaha.. yeah.. fun fun fun.. all the way.. got kinda sleepy on this ride.. decided to snap a few great pics for the guys.. hahaha.. yeah.. heard kok wee's sissy screaming when he was coming down.. hahaha.. too bad this thing doesnt do videos.. so damn.. sissy... hahahaha.. yeah.. i like the rides too.. too bad it rained and stuff.. and yeah.. we had to wait an hour just to get rejected and sent back because of a stupid ride screwup.. hahaha.. but yeah.. later that nite it was much better.. hahaha.. something cool happened..  

hehehe.. yeah.. this was the time when relationships blossomed too.. u can see in the pic.. nice peps having a ride together.. there were much more of this kinda situations.. but yeah.. i was having fun and didnt take any.. hahaha.. i myself got something more than a fun occasion.. i learned more about the peps around me.. and yeah.. for one especially.. hahaha.. =).. i guess the others also got something more out of this.. wink* rite yoges? hahahaha..  

during these few days.. we also found out about some querks of our pals.. this guy over here.. hem... only can say that he's realli fashionable and yeah.. innovative with his hair style.. hahaha.. other than that, i've found out that a guy is most vulnerable when in the toliet having a bath.. kok wee got harassed by the dudes when they tried opening his toilet door.. joseph too..and yeah.. hygiene matters.. guys can realli screw up the toilet seat.. hahaha.. and yeah.. i was realli happy.. i took like 5 showers a day.. its not warm.. but yeah.. i like taking baths.. hahahaha..