Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

I thought i was going through one of my vicious cycles of getting happy.. then emo then all together again.

But somehow.. i'm realli inspired.

I just finished watching eternal sunshine of the spotless mind.

I guess i wont be able to relate as well if i had watched it earlier.

And sad to say for me.

I have to go back on my word and not piss off for a whole week.

Whimpy i know. but i guess i really have to put down my pride if i really want to make things right.

The sign came at the right time. Even Nietzsche was there.

Blessed are the forgetful: for they get the better even of their blunders

But we shall not forget intentionally, for our memories and experience proves our existence.

To C. maybe we can just enjoy it?



Somehow its just always be Us and our heads huh.

Detox day 1

Somehow i only managed to get 3 hrs of sleep.

Stuff somehow came together.

Indigestion.

Insomnia.

cant really find another word starting with "I"

Msged nicole when till lik 2+3?

at leasts thats the last thing i remembered.

and a weird dream with strangers and ice cream.

insanity is just a stone throw away

Back to the tragic humor

I always believed in this.

Tragic irony.

Romeo and Juliet dies because of miscommunication.

And words coming back to haunt you.

I've always wanted to find my muse.

I've found her.

But is she mine?

Can u HAVE one?

Its always funnier in retrospective

Lifehouse-Broken

The Broken clock is a comfort
It helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow
From stealing all my time
And I am here still waiting
Though I still have my doubts
I am damaged at best
Like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing
In your name
I find meaning
So I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you

The broken locks were a warning
You got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded
I'm an open book instead
And I still see your reflection
Inside of my eyes
That are looking for purpose
They're still looking for life

I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
Is there healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holding on
I'm barely holding on to you
I'm hanging on another day
Just to see what, you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on, to the words you say
You said that I will, will be okay

The broken light on the freeway
Left me here alone
I may have lost my way now
But I haven't forgotten my way home
I'm falling apart
I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart
That's still beating
In the pain
There is healing In your name
I find meaning So I'm holding on
Barely holding on to you
Barely holding on to you

What do u do when u see the end coming?
Make it less painful?
Or make the most out of it?

Move Along

I know i've moved on from pain.

Regret

and Dispair.

But am i still holding on to useless scrap emotions

just Let go.

and Move along with life?

Easier said than done

Busy?

Hahah.. sometimes. things just happen and take their place in your life.

In the coming 2 weeks, will be going for one day tour thing with my family,

work on 2 separate creation for and with new friends.

and still carry out my weekly commitments like tuition with marc,

meeting the old folks,

and my 1 special day of indulgence.

hahah. i don really have much time unless i remain jobless for next 2 months.

although i might not get the job, i kinda hope i don too.

since everyone is stopping soon.

and i'll have more time whipping myself into shape.

hmmm

and the most impt problem.

lets see how it works out

Succumb to the Inner Geek

hahaha..

Wanted to do a simple entry about how i finished watching Dexter after the past month.

Its a seriously great series, with nudity and gore of course.. but yeah.. something that i really enjoyed watching.

and i did "some" surfing, which by that means i clicked on the first site i googled.

and i found this =)