Solitude

What do you do when you're alone?

Although we usually judge people by how they look , their actions or how they carry themselves,

I believe the one true way to judge oneself is by the harshest critique, which is simply, yourself.

Only you know how good, bad or beyond good or bad you are.

When you face yourself, and the higher being if you believe exist, that would be the one true judgement of character.

Been immersed in the Ubermensch concept a little too much , but i believe that one can live by their own rules and own definition of good and bad, although if those definitions often clash with the real world's.

The idea on its own is destructive enough. but i guess. Its evolution.

For a higher being, free spirit or whatever u call it, solitude is the way out. To gain objectivity, isolate yourself from the herd and maybe then make something good.

Something good for you? the herd or just something.

Maybe only then you can pull away from mediocrity and have the chances of attaining excellence?

I would hope to believe so. But its a fact that no man is an island, the whole basic concept of humans is that we are social creatures. Or is it so?

I don't know enough exceptions to make an example. But i believe that its possible to incorporate a social life within the Ubermensch life. Life amongst others.

But share the life with another?

I'm not too sure about that.

Delicate life to the study of life, but not lose focus?

Sounds challenging.

Too challengin?

Fundamental Question

Can both - and philosophy coexist?

Or is solitude the one and only way for objectivity?

Can i ever give up either one entirely?

Only Time can answer my questions.

Updates

Think although i believe no one reads this crap,

but there are occasional blog stalkers here.. so here are the updates.

as of 1/7/08

i'm jobless. again. projected ended. and all the hoo ha and false hope of continuing to earn money for 2 months on the very last day of my work.

if u want my long story i can tell ya.

after this work experience, i believe i have learn much more.

like how to dial extension numbers and have 3 coffee breaks plus 1 lunch break. haH

ok. maybe 2. hahah

new friends, interesting new friends, and new cans of worms!

yes worms, worms that u wont get in contact with when i'm stuck in my little own world with a stove, tv set and a PC.

hahah. yeah

will be meeting up with people. talking. and maybe get back to exercising and prep for army.

counting down to my deadline.

Life is more meaningful if u take it as ur last.

Do and don't regret. But be responsible for others ya.

haha. i sound so old.

Fark

De javu?

No matter how well i try to protect my stuff.

Someone else always comes along and wreak havoke.

The first guitar.

A hole under the body of the freaking guitar.

Now the 2nd

My favorite of the few.

Drop

Finish cracked

String broke

Farking bad shape.

Its not you fault!

Fark

It cant be clearer than this.

Hmm. Photocopies supposed be cool right?

No matter how much philo i read,

This is what i live by.

Success

Hahaha.. version 1.0 of the Fudge brownie failed and gave me pudding.

It tasted ok. but texture was like sludge.

Thick chocolate sludge.

hahaha. but version 2.0 was fine. very fine indeed.

Reduced sugar, added nuts and reduced choc chips. it was nice. =)

hahaha. baked till perfection. less fudgy than expected. but at least it was moist.

and yeah. thou my strawberry ice cream came up alil sour, due to the excess lemon juice,

i think its fine. thats why it tasted like yogurt? hahaha.

and the surprise wasnt ruined. so yeah. what more can i want?

Count your blessings.

Although what i always believed in is back to haunt me,

i think its ok if everything remains balanced ya?

hahah.

more brownies by this week.

and maybe chocolates too.

Hope i get to see you soon?

=)

V for Volatile

Somehow.

The active lifestyle is taken the toil on me.

temper flare damn fast.. get affected easily by sarcastic comments.

reasons.. lack of sleep? nothing comforting? i think the hectic schedule of the pseudoelitist is the cause. haH

lets see.. tuition twice a week. a mini project for me each week(just to keep me occupied and sane.. and meet up with friends. hahaha

i'll tell you guys about what i've accomplished when i do.

work's almost completed.. and i have time for my projects.. hmmm

but yeah. was planning to carry out stuff when i met up with wayne and played the guitar at my hse till 5 am the next day. hahaha. stayed over at my hse of course..

then i picked my ass up to buy fridge(s) with mum and aunt at novena.. while wayne picked his up to go to sentosa. hahah

guess what. after everything, we met up again with alex and sx.. i met them only aft dinner and went for drinks at.. guess where.. balcony.. where we visited our favorite waitress mandy and had lotsa fun as usual. hahaha ended up home at 4+

sunday was fine.. slept til 1. continued project and that was almost it. hahaha

weekends are longer if u sleep less. drink more. hahah. but yeah. monday is like stoning day after that. haH

now.. i just have to wait and see what this week has installed for me.

and yeah. addicted on Oasis- don't look back in anger.

damn nice song..


whoo whooo

kinda broke for the week, and something tells me that my body is screwd up. hmm..