Happy?

Max brenna. Good chocolate. Happy
Donut Factory. 1.5hrs of queuing. happy people arnd me
Steak from buckaroo. Meat. Happy
Spiderman 3 poster from pop corn . Sleeping beside it. Happy.

All the same. Sick puppies

Somehow. after some turn of events. I'm depressed. I have this weird urge again. To seek what i find comfort in. Something i have no done for sometime. Drink. Until i cannot recognise my surroundings. Just drown myself from the emotions. I'm sure now. I'm still not over her.

Tagged

Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

Weird facts abt me

1. I realli realli hate fresh tomatoes. They taste like puke. no. worst than puke. i rather taste puke than eat tomatoes. i've tasted puke thats better than tomatoes.

2. i can go to a buffet and suffice eating the full salad course. i like my veggies.

3. i like to kill myself by eating char quay tiao cooked in pork lard and with those bloody cockles. They taste so good that u know that every mouth u take ur life is getting shorter.

4. I like things in pairs.. food.. items.. but not after some breakup of some sort where i start being destructive and destroy paired stuff.

5. I have issues. i can be realli nice one instant and a raging lunatic the next, call it pms, schizophrena or just plain weird. i donno.. just hope no one pisses me off and stuff..

6. I like toys. not the sexually inclined way but like old-sch toys.. i still have my childhood stuff tucked away somewhere.. but yeah.. theres still this inner child in me despite the old hobo look that i have.

that 6. done. =)

hmm
1.rosa
2.aud
3.ouyang
4.yx
5.xinru
6.angela

Anger management

Am i lost?
Do i need someone to help me curb my temper?
Or is it a goal that i need?
Being more sensitive to everyone?
What bout a shrink?
or am i just sick and tired.. literally

Tell me if u have my answers

Post TLL.

ITP was a sucess. Nah.. it was wonderful. like what i named one of my movies. It finished my work and made my boss fred very happy.. now a brief introduction to my world. This is my table. as figure 1 shows.. hahaha my layout for table is simple. 1. have a book u know to keep u sane. 2. have alot of chocolate on your desk(must have high cocoa content) 3. have 2 water bottles there (1 for tea, 1 for H20) (not shown in figure)

Thanks to fred, once again.. i had a table from the first day (next to the printer), then upgraded to my own table with dust bin and own locked cabinet(no key). hahaha.. but yeah.. not many pep had their own table. and yeah.. i'm happy with what i have. located next to the door, i witness the bottle of agar explode with glass flying everywhere and yeah.. this kinda thing stays in ur head. so yeah.. peps in lifescience.. it doesnt take much to unscrew that freaggin bottle.

My life was simple. Confocal sessions, Plasmid cloning. PCR and and DNA extraction. Confocal was how i was earning the money.. but i side lined and failed at all those. My bench skills suck. i know that. but yeah.. it was a great learning opportunity and i got taught well by mathieu. he showed me that a scientist is called one not beacuse they dress weird or have super thick specs. Its all in the head. Its how u do stuff and how u look at the world. but yeah. i will remember his advice. ORGANISE my stuff for a long term benefit. down to ticking the PCR reagents i added. and the files that i have stored in places.

i grew ALOT of plates too.. all different seeds.. but i threw most of them away.. too old.. too contaminated.. and yeah.. its to see mitosis, not the dying of the roots right.. hahaha..

the cool part is that i did all that with pipettes.. and i had to put them in a nice line.. cool right.. hahaha.. and yeah.. must thank them for growing well so that i have stuff to look at.. =)

But yeah.. i guess i'll miss the place.. no responsibility for my plants.. no confocal.. no coffee machine.. and no coffee breaks at the smokers corner and listening to their lifestyles and stuff.. back to stupid old SP with stupid people and stupid things to do. i wanna go somewhere like TLL where the smart people are all at and yeah.. get smarter by leeching on their brains.. hahaha

anyways.. thanks everyone at the chromatin remodelling and development group for making my 7 weeks such a pleasant one and hope everyone do well in their own papers and life and stuff.. cya guys.. i'll be back.. =)

Life. What drives u?

Somehow.. from the time since i realli started thinking about stuff..
i always thought that the members of the opposite sex drives my universe.. the beautiful creatures.. and yeah.. got some great motivaters that i've known.. some help me lose weight.. others made me try to become a nicer person.(to me i'm not there yet)

But yeah.. interesting.. either i am realli growing up or that i'm nuts once again, i believe i can kinda live without thinking bout girls and prospective girls arnd me. yeah.. i know.. it gets kinda depressing.. and boring for me.. but yeah.. to face it. i have 1 year left in sch. after thats army. a whole 2 years.. no girl would want to face that with me. seriously.. theres alot of problems that will tag along.. but yeah.. i think i shall take the easier route and stay single.

Easy for me to say.. but yeah.. i just hope i can withstand the boredom.. just get the occasional highs off the cute girls in tll.. arnd sch.. and maybe join in the ex gls in looking at little freshies in the camp.. not my cup of tea.. but looking wont hurt.

anywaes.. guess i'll just spend more time with my friends.. maybe read again. or just.. stone.. and hope nothing nice happens to me cause i'll be like.. shit.. super wrong timing.. hahaha..

guess thats all i have in my head now.. the absence of a female figure.. sigh.. guess i'll have to eat more chocolates...

Something new..

Hmm.. for those close friends who wanna know whats going on in my life.. its mainly attachment.. and some fun after work.. some = not 5 days a week.. but yeah.. i don hate life.

Actually like the way it is now.. got my results.. got a scare so bad that i might consider aiming for NUS. and yeah.. got to know a few new pep from the other stage.. in tll and not.. and yeah. think their quite cool also.. unique in the own way and i kinda figured out that aloy is not alone on this planet.. is it me or is it that bright shirts just haunt me.

anywaes.. following my philosophical way of life.. i believe that work cannot dominate life.. but studies can.. but i'm not studying.. so i'm in for some fun after work.. and other from TLL. Lunch dates are welcome but mine kinda irregular but can be talked out.. hahaha.. anywaes.. can meet me after work and stuff.. just pop me a msg.. be glad to spend money with pals. =)

For those who are having a rough time. drop me a msg. i'll try my best shot at being funny and cheer you up. it might not work but at least i can say i tried rite? and no one can blame me for that rite? hahha for my pals.. take care and remember i'll be there when u need someone to punch, scream at or just a shoulder to cry on. Dandruff free.. don worry..

Feeling happy and inspired.