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alot of thoughts going tru my brain now..

wrote something on the bus with my hp.. kinda deleted it.. but yeah.. to put it simply.. this is one of the days which i tell people about my beliefs.

Karma: action reaction.. natural science physics what u call it.. but yeah.. u buy people roses, u get roses, u treat people bad, people treat u bad..

on the circumstance of friends.. i took someone as a pure WORK friend whom which had no much communication outside of sch work... and i guess the person is taking me for the same.. i find it pathetic that we seem so close but are so far apart.. people say that we look close but thats all there is.. whats having friends without having them to feel for u? i do for them.. but sadly thats not what i get in return.. but yeah.. maybe cause i refuse to feel or think anything of them.. cause.. everyone has their right to live the way they wanna... i wouldnt stop that..

sometimes u gotta theres someone looking over ur shoulder from up there.. either i am delusional or that.. at that instant when my pick flew before my solo, something told me that i should do what i have always been doing and not what i have been making myself too.. my background is a classical guitarist.. picks isnt my thing.. and yeah.. the time to shine.. i shld actually use my fingers and show what i can do.. thats a better way to consider than just.. F*** how am i supposed to play now?

and yeah.. abt friends.. i believe u will see ur true friends when u are confronted with a situation or problem.. people shine the best when they need help or meet a problem.. i can see that the year 3s are so united that u can see the CLS spirit in them.. something that i cant see myself having yet and that i cant see me doing with my 2 other friends.. just lack that passion.. that drive.. and that togetherness.. i cried when i saw the video in the audi. its like i cant see their spirit in the club anymore.. no more cheerful faces waiting for us.. and it would be so lonely without them.. thats what i call friends.. who cheer u up when u're down.. attempt to make u luff despite throwing their faces all over the floor.. teaching us life lessons like patience and persistence by asking u to pull a piece of cloth over a table..

To the seniors weixin, nasir, tat siong tze hao wei jian and qing zhen.. u guys rock.. and i shall remember u guys as long as i live..
thanks for all the fun and smiles u've given me.. Hope you guys succeed in whatever u do!
Three cheers!

White stripes rule

Saw this on MTV days ago.. damn rocks.. he works damn cool with the slide.. distortion is like music to my ears.. i will attempt this someday.. onli if got people appreciate.. hahaha...

Need help..

Somehow.. after playing guitar for so long a time.. still super nervous.. rather unconfident.. need my muse or someone to help.. actually left out a point to all my friends.. my muse is someone that i just helplessly fall in love with and give me motivation.. and often turn out to be just a plain friend.. hahaha.. its nothing scandalous.. and i'm afraid that my muse (previous) has lost her effect on me.. now i hope someone new will give me that hype and strength..

I seldom ask for help.. but now.. its just not something about me.. don want to let people down.. so shall do my best and seek inspiration.. hope the trip to do chores will help..

Gimme strength and inspiration to make wonderful music that comes from deep down..
tomorrow is the one and only chance i have.. make it good. u onli leave once.. and i shall leave in a blaze of glory..

hahaha.. bon jovi song.. hope i succeed with my solo.. and chords too.. give them a good show..
squinting.. cant realli see that well.. but yeah.. think i'll end it here.. for those who read this.. wish me good luck.. =)

Dilemma

I always hypothesized that a certain group of people would be affected by a existential dilemma.. where they would be unmotivated and that they would be unhappy with life in general sense. i believe they are those who are the new age free thinkers.. as those who have a religion would fall back on that at times where they feel lost and depressed.

For those who do not have religion as a safety net, i believe they will go through a search for the meaning of life.. and something that shall justify their existence. This process is hard.. as what they believe in might cause them to get into deeper water in which they would have to wake up and fall back to reality.

The meaning of life.. is something only oneself can understand and uncover.. however, i once found that the meaning of life can be around us to start with.. the people around us.. the facts of live.. in which we find precious.. and people who are our motivation and drive for life..

And so, i propose, for people who lack that meaning in life.. reach out to others.. and this might prove to be the meaning to your life while helping someone else in need and letting them find their motivation and strength to carry on in life..

Help yourself by helping others.

My chemical romance dead!

interesting stuff this guy's made.. quite cool.. something i'll try if i have the processing speed and power and stuff.. u rock dude..

EQ test? so am i as smart as a chimp?

Your EQ is 127
50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy.
Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

i'm spoilt? not possible

People often say i have an interesting taste for everything fanciful and expensive. okay. i said that. i like good food, was brought up to appreciate food.. expensive japanese cuisine u see on tv.. raw everything.. and yeah.. good sake.

That.. the last one.. was not when i was brought up.. it was more.. 3 days ago.. kinda bought many bottles of sake.. exhibition at isetan scotts.. cool place.. at first spent like 200+ bucsks on my big darling.. and my 2 other lovers... 1 sparkling sake.. and 1 ice sake.. super cool.. something that i finished just like that with rosa on friday night with not much of an impact.

I like the ice one.. u can keep it frozen then drink it when u want.. sparkling too much of a ladies drink for me.. and yeah.. like now have 3 ice in my fridge.. the 3 sparkling coming on tues cause the guy who reserved them for me disappeared and some one actually took mine.. ****.. but yeah.. i don need it urgently.. just make sure i get what i want.. if not someone is going to die..

and yeah.. my 1.8L darling.. love ya so much.. although label abit off.. keep the box will be fine le i think.. cause yeah.. so pretty and she's 1.8... L... haahhah.. 67.. considered cheap compared to off the shelf and buying many bots at once.. and yeah.. will have it during festive season.. if not just bring home and continue drinking.. rocks..

Japanese sake is just like girls.. the more refine, the ones which are worth more.. might not need to come in gd packing, but its mostly the effort put in to sculp the rice wine, or the materials that are in it.. or as we can say the factors then are already in the girls before.. the essence of the person. so yeah.. the more refine the girl.. the more substance or better substance if such a thing is possible will be present.

sucks.. pics cant load
just have to do it another day.. cya..
Goodbye to meaningless drinking.. back to sch work.. quiz and hopes for a better and healthier lifestyle...

GAMBEI!